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[29 Jul 2003|08:56pm] |
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I WANT A NEW FUCKING LJ
anyone willing to give me a code?
please please please please?!
i'll do anyyyything.
hit me up on aim: leleletsdance
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(You're More Beautiful Than Ever)
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| you drive me crazy show-tai, i need to see you and feel you next too me |
[29 Jul 2003|08:08pm] |
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so i'm sitting here with dye in my hair. maybe it'll seep into my brain and make me retarded or something. oh i can only hope. hahaha. so yeah my mom made me mad. grandpas in the hospital dying. of course. it only happens to me. bleh. i'm tired though. i'm once again lacking in the sleep area. i really need to just go to the doctors and get me insomnia pills. then i'll be a happy camper, cause i'll get all the sleep i've been needing. i'm reading a book. uhm.. it's called Still Life With Woodpecker and it's really fucking weird. can't explain it though. two weeks from now i should be having fun. maybe i'll even have fun tomorrow despite my mother. ugh. my brothers watching tv, and that fiddy cent song is on. it makes me laugh. haha. such bad grammar. wow. so yeah my mom said no blood brothers show. stupid bitch. uhm. so i'm looking for other shows i can attend to that my mother will get off her lazy ass off and drive me too. i'm sick and tired of sitting in this goddamned house. next year it's gonna be different, cause i'll be driving. well with a permit at least. i can't wait. i need to start planning my sweet sixteen. so by february i won't have to rush and make some crappy half-assed plans. haha. lame, yeah i know. Oh, terra nova scores came back: Reading- 89%, Language- 80%, Math- 64%, Total Score-81%. Haha. And my strengths are: Reading-Basic Understanding, Evaluate/Extend Meaning. No weaknesses. Language- Sentence structure, writing strategies, no weaknesses. Math-number and number relations, computation and numerical estimation. My weaknesses are geometry and spatial sense, problem solving and reasoning. GOD my mother is a bitch. she comes in, "what are you writing." and i told her don't worry about it. but yet she insists on asking again. and i tell her, yet again, don't worry. and shes like "stop being a little bitch too me" and then i ignore her, and then she screams at me to turn my music down so i flip her off. and she says "i'm going to start talking to you like how you talk to me" and i told her "go ahead" and she leaves. if i don't see her again, i'll be happy. you know, i don't know. it just makes me mad that she tries to be all buddy buddy with me after she knows she pisses me off. and i'm bitching again, something i really don't like doing. but this is the only place i've got to vent because it doesn't seem like anyone else wants to listen. whatever.
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(You're More Beautiful Than Ever)
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| Hahahaah |
[29 Jul 2003|03:53pm] |
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Was Rooney, now it's AOAG |
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I just really needed to laugh, and remember funny things:
Faith- "Where are we? Waterbridge?"
Conversation on why most malls include the word "bridge" in it.
Csilla-"BRAN MUFFIN!"
Ginny-"Metallica Sux!" Me-"ME TOO!"
Ginny's stories about melting ice.
The guy in the thong mowing his lawn.
Mustang stories.
Jenny Memories- 3 and a half inches of.. subs!, farmer guy and independent dude, the sand fight, stalking kids on the boardwalk, GRANDMA TRYING TO KILL US BY BURNING RUBBER, GRANDMA TRYING TO KILL US BY ASKING HOW MANY HOT DOGS WE WANTED WHEN THE HOUSE IS FLOODING, the flood, going to the mall, "shopping", and theres more.
hahaha. i bet no one knows about any of these. man.
i'm laughing so much my eyes are tearing.
hahaha.
OH I JUST NOTICED MY DATES ON THESE THINGS ARE SO FUCKING WRONG!! what the hell?!
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(You're More Beautiful Than Ever)
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| alright so i'm definitly over this friends only thing |
[28 Jul 2003|12:27pm] |
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so eff that. i just woke up. last night was definitly a long-ass night. never ended. finally fell asleep around 5ish. so i got a decent amount of sleep. so that's good. i'm up and ready to go out today. if anyone wants to hang out, i'm up for it. uhm. yeah that's all i really have to say. i'll write more later.
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(You're More Beautiful Than Ever)
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| gaaah |
[28 Jul 2003|03:48am] |
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just finished watching a walk to remember. i ended up crying. emotional things shouldn't be on this early in the morning. no one is online. i'm bored. i cried. i'm getting a bit tired, but not the point where i need to go to sleep. fucking lame. ugh.
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(You're More Beautiful Than Ever)
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| i need medication for insomnia |
[28 Jul 2003|01:41am] |
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The Locust |
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lalalala still sick.
im bored too.
these worthless entries will be deleted come sunrise.
unless i, hopefully, fall asleep between now and then.
and i want to know that JESS = Love. No doubt about that. You are too cool sweetie. <3
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(3 Miles Away ♥ You're More Beautiful Than Ever)
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| lala |
[28 Jul 2003|12:10am] |
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As I Lay Dying |
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its going to be a long night. i'm not sleepy. and of course there is no one awake. EXCEPT! Jess. So me and her are going to stay up all night. im sick as fuck too. ugh. sars.
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(You're More Beautiful Than Ever)
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| AHHHHHH! |
[20 Jul 2003|09:24pm] |
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Circle Takes the Square*Our Need To Bleed |
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I NEED SOMEONE TO COME SEE THE BLOOD BROTHERS ON JULY 20TH IN PHILLY! ANY TAKERS?! IF YOU DRIVE I'LL GIVE GAS MONEY!!!!!!
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(3 Miles Away ♥ You're More Beautiful Than Ever)
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